32) Lonely at the Top


Walking I was once on a road lonely,
With only my thoughts as company,
When I saw a 5 year old kid being chased by his mother,
Spending some cute, fun moments together.

For some reason it sent me into a flashback mode,
To since that time when I was a kid much adored,
The cherished memories of frolic and fun,
With family, friends, cousins, everyone.

Carefree life at its best it was,
Playdays, picnics, trips without a pause,
Surrounded by loved ones most of the times,
Laughter and happiness filled in the life.

As I grew up made I some friends new,
In different locations, classes and schools,
Too young I was then to realize,
The importance of those whom I left behind.

As maturity started seeping in,
Closer grew my ties with family and cousins,
Also made a few friends for life,
Though the previous ones stayed at the back of my mind.

The tragedy struck a few years hence,
When to the mind, 'worldly' things started making sense,
Independence and technology made a foray,
Individual interactions became rarer by the day.

Career aspirations importance gained,
Travelling abroad for long the norm became,
Social media & calls helped keep in touch,
But how can it ever replace the joy of physical touch?
As I completed my thoughts and my walk home,
I realized I reached my destination but am still alone,
It reflected the bitter truth of the journey of life,
That we may reach our goals but loved ones may get left behind.

I am now slowly climbing the career peak,
But moving farther away are those who matter to me,
The playdays are over, the playmates are gone,
Leaving only memories to last lifelong!

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